These are my flower photos for calmness.
I have terrible anxiety at the moment and I am not coping well with it.
I am just about to bring everyone (Shetland pony) home so I can try and monitor all the food going in. It is raining slightly now and I am scared the grass will just explode into growing and Storm will start slowing down, showing signs of laminitis as he gets fatter.
I had to go into town today and drop off more sheep and lambs. I can’t keep up with the demand. Stressed, I then left town forgetting the other reason I was going in – dammit. I even had a ruddy list, which I kept consulting, but I had forgotten to put it on. Luckily OH is going in tomorrow so he can sort that out. My brain has seized up and I hate feeling like this.
There are other things going on too so here are my calming, peaceful, relaxing flower photos that might bring my over-thinking down a level.
My first sundew in the hill – huzzah! Favourite plant.
Sorry for the whinge. Someone once told me that all I did was whinge so I try really hard not to but today I am because that’s all I have.